This one is for you Gugu.There goes the last ray of my hope,
it just got all the more tough to cope.
I tried to work it out but all in vain,
my pillows got wet and heart cried with pain.
He looks at me with closed eyes,
and listens to me with deaf ears.
my heart tells me to cry but he tells me,
that its time to face my fears.
I see my love dying slowly in front of my eyes,
oh it pains hard, like lightning from the thundering skies.
someone please pinch me, wake me up from this dream of lies,
and take me out from the scary nights where only hopelessness flies.
I dont want to go away, I dont want to let it go,
I dont want to leave this boat and together want to row.
I dont want to the face the night alone and go apart,
I want to hold your hand and never want to part.
Oh wont you listen to me, who said I'll love u till my breath last,
where are the promises you made in the days past?
I dont expect you to be the Romeo or a tiger tearer,
but be my friend, my healer, at least be my pain sharer.
Alas, you cant stand for me, and you will move on,
I'll be left alone only to shed tears and mourn.
I have to live and smile and live this long life full of hate,
with the pain in the corner of my heart that'll say 'what if he was my soul mate'